My awesome conversation with god

ME & God.. had an Awesome Conversation

Me: God, can I ask You a question?

God: Sure

Me: Promise You won't get mad ... ... ... ...

God: I promise

Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?

God: What do u mean?

Me: Well, I woke up late

God: Yes

Me: My car took forever to start

God: Okay

Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait

God: Huummm

Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call

God: All right

Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?

God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that

Me (humbled): OH

GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.

Me: (ashamed)

God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.

Me (embarrassed):Okay

God: Your phone went dead bcuz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.

Me (softly): I see God

God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.

Me: I'm Sorry God

God: Don't be sorry, just learn to Trust Me.... in All things , the Good & the bad.

Me: I will trust You.

God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.

Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.

God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children...

Darkest Hour Shit

Yesterday, i watched the movie "Darkest Hour". First of all what a fucked up concept. No electromagnetic field, no matter how strong it is, can't turn the Light around it and make them invisible.I am still figuring out how they killed people and how they digged the earth to get the minerals. And the boy Sean and the girl Anne were the luckiest people on the earth, as if every time they found themselves in trouble someone   from nowhere comes to save them. I mean grow up man, this is 21st century audience. How can you make this kind of movie now-a-days. And if you do by chance just make it funny so that we can laugh for few minutes. Disasterous :( :(

Life is very uncertain... You never know what's gonna happen the second later. One minute you are watching tv and the other minute every thing is stun silence... then you hear shouting and crying all around. You don't know what to do. All of a sudden it feels like everything has stopped. This is the kind of feeling i felt when my Grandpa left me. Nobody knew this gonna happen. He was in ICU for about 20 days. And every time when i visited him he only asked me take him back home and that he doesn't want to stay here any long, as if he knew it was coming. And finally, we brought him back home on 12th of Jan. He was very happy. He was very weak though he managed to talk and laugh with us. But he was so weak that he went to sleep again and again. So, i thought its good not to disturb him and let him take rest. and i will chat later on. Later that night i was watching movie in the next room and he was sleeping in the adjacent room. I thought that i should not disturb him at night and that i will see him tomorrow morning... so i went to sleep at around 12:30 am. After an hour ago my grandma (DADI) woke me up in a hurry and said "Look what happened to him, he is not talking". I left the bed in hurry and saw that he was lying on the bed and was very still. I pushed him and called DADAJI DADAJI... but he din't responded. I was shooked. Than the next moment i took my mobile and started calling my dad.. He was sleeping in the room above. I called him told him to come down and taht dadaji is not well. Then i called ambulance but they din't responded the first time than i called my aunt. she lives near by. Till that time my father came down and he started pumping air into my grandpa's mouth but then too nothing happened. Nothing was coming to mind... all started crying as we started believing that he is no more. Then again i called 108 and now they picked i told them about the condition and asked them to hurry up. They took approx 10 min to reach my house and he checked the nerves, eyes and said that he is dead. That was the moment i felt restless... there was nothing that i can do. Everybody was crying around. And there was nothing left.

The pain that i felt on that moment was the greatest pain for me as i loved him so much and i couldn't able to spend the last time with him. It was the saddest moment of my life. And after that we realize that what have I lost. You feel that you could have spent some more time with him, you couldn't have left him to sleep. All sorts of thoughts starts floating inside your mind. But there's is nothing you could do.

So never wait for tomorrow.. just do whatever you feel like doing because you never know that the tomorrow you are planning for will never come. And if you have your grandpa or grandma... just love them unconditionally and spent time with them as much as you can. Because when they leave, they never come.

FACEBOOK

FACEBOOK.... while surfing facebook, sometimes i feel that how people find pleasure in sharing their personal life experiences with each and everyone around the globe. They feel happy when they get likes on their pics, status etc but at the same time they feel bad when their is less likes or lesser likes from his/her friends. People might refuse to this when asked but it is the truth. But, it makes me wonder that why people care so much about others life then their own, why they always feel like competing with others in one way or the others. This thing really increases the feeling of jealousy and hatred for one another and it keeps on increasing day by day. So, guys all m trying to say is that Live your life as freely as you can without the pressure of showing yourself to others. "LIFE  IS EXPRESSING YOURSELF NOT IMPRESSING OTHERS". So enjoy each and every moment of your life as it is your last and don't be serious but be sincere :). Take care n enjoy life :);)