Life is very uncertain... You never know what's gonna happen the second later. One minute you are watching tv and the other minute every thing is stun silence... then you hear shouting and crying all around. You don't know what to do. All of a sudden it feels like everything has stopped. This is the kind of feeling i felt when my Grandpa left me. Nobody knew this gonna happen. He was in ICU for about 20 days. And every time when i visited him he only asked me take him back home and that he doesn't want to stay here any long, as if he knew it was coming. And finally, we brought him back home on 12th of Jan. He was very happy. He was very weak though he managed to talk and laugh with us. But he was so weak that he went to sleep again and again. So, i thought its good not to disturb him and let him take rest. and i will chat later on. Later that night i was watching movie in the next room and he was sleeping in the adjacent room. I thought that i should not disturb him at night and that i will see him tomorrow morning... so i went to sleep at around 12:30 am. After an hour ago my grandma (DADI) woke me up in a hurry and said "Look what happened to him, he is not talking". I left the bed in hurry and saw that he was lying on the bed and was very still. I pushed him and called DADAJI DADAJI... but he din't responded. I was shooked. Than the next moment i took my mobile and started calling my dad.. He was sleeping in the room above. I called him told him to come down and taht dadaji is not well. Then i called ambulance but they din't responded the first time than i called my aunt. she lives near by. Till that time my father came down and he started pumping air into my grandpa's mouth but then too nothing happened. Nothing was coming to mind... all started crying as we started believing that he is no more. Then again i called 108 and now they picked i told them about the condition and asked them to hurry up. They took approx 10 min to reach my house and he checked the nerves, eyes and said that he is dead. That was the moment i felt restless... there was nothing that i can do. Everybody was crying around. And there was nothing left.

The pain that i felt on that moment was the greatest pain for me as i loved him so much and i couldn't able to spend the last time with him. It was the saddest moment of my life. And after that we realize that what have I lost. You feel that you could have spent some more time with him, you couldn't have left him to sleep. All sorts of thoughts starts floating inside your mind. But there's is nothing you could do.

So never wait for tomorrow.. just do whatever you feel like doing because you never know that the tomorrow you are planning for will never come. And if you have your grandpa or grandma... just love them unconditionally and spent time with them as much as you can. Because when they leave, they never come.